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Why Are You Worried?

“Sorrow looks back, Worry looks around, Faith looks up” 
― Ralph Waldo Emerson

People are killed every day.

I have this thought before I’m even awake. A dream, again, inescapable. Unavoidable. I get up and get ready, trying to stop thinking about the reality, not feel it crowding in as I look at my teeth and brush them in the mirror.

The deepest injustice is suffered by hundreds of thousands every day. Death. I drive my oldest daughter to school and have this thought again as the news from Gaza makes it to me. I can’t hear this word without thinking of death. Bleeding wounds seeping through bandages. Protestors have been shot over in the middle east. I think of the high-schoolers protesting guns and hope I’m doing right to not mention the political issues to my daughters just yet.

Is privilege just the ability to ignore what you please?

Yet sanity and self-preservation demand ignoring it. Our hearts and our minds weren’t meant to hold the world’s pain. Jesus walked Gaza but had no cell phone or social media bringing wave after wave of desperate injustice. Inescapable. Unavoidable.

I remember the woman who handled the emailed prayer requests at a big ministry. She was a saint, a prayer warrior. She killed herself and the ministry held a quiet service and sent condolences to her family. And a new employee took her place.

I think of the thousands of people who filter content for social media networks, the reports of their inescapable torment, their nearly inescapable mental health issues. Is this where we’re all headed eventually?

Another hot day and I’m thinking of polar ice caps. A celebratory dinner and I’m considering carcinogenic toxins. Maybe I read too many headlines.

“Do not fear. Do not fret. Trust me.”

HOW? How am I supposed to do that when I’m bombarded even before I can get to work on a Monday? It’s effort just to press on and not feel guilty for working to keep the horror at bay, at least to a dull roar until lunch when I’ll check my phone and respond to emails. And there’s plenty more to deal with–local community, family, neighbors, projects and writers, and personal struggles to choose appropriate responses and time on.

No one could possibly manage it all. And this danged-if-you-do, danged-if-you-don’t situation is unmanageable. Infuriating.

“Count your blessings.”

Despite the dreams and the no-air-conditioning-in-record-heat situation, I did sleep. There’s more light in these longer days and the beauty of spring has sprung. The house and our health aren’t perfect, but they’re amazingly good despite the advancing years thanks to regular upkeep and maintenance. And we enjoyed our moms and celebrated together on Sunday, and the girls are happy and enjoying their lives and music and reading.

Real life is happening and time is short and we’re no better off than when we know both those things. Remember the moment you felt Charlotte’s delight at beating you at the card game? You wanted to remember it forever? 

Yeah. Life is happening and death is part of it. And here were are to enjoy it and make the most of each moment before it’s gone and slipped into another one and another, until there are no more.

That’s every day and everyone and your awareness of it is contagious. Don’t be afraid. Don’t fret. Trust me. 

Can it be this simple? Can I write and do my editing work knowing this is what you’ve called me to until you bring other specific calls? Keep me praying, keep me seeing it all, in the midst of the passing moments. Stay with me and show me how it all is leading me to trust and connect however I can. With words or without. With getting involved or simply praying.

I know the only thing that’s truly up to me is the trusting. Thank you for the continual reminders. Keep me searching for them.

And keep me sharing them and connecting others to see you in their myriad reminders too.

“I trust in you, Lord…. My times are in your hands.” – Psalm 31:14,15

Write on, my friend. There’s always a higher purpose,


6 Responses to “Why Are You Worried?”

  1. Thank you, Mike, for this which I need to remember every day: I know the only thing that’s truly up to me is the trusting.
    Blessings ~ Wendy

  2. Robin says:

    Breathe. And then breathe again. Breathe as deeply as you can and focus on what is good. I had years of my life lost because of anxiety. Mentally paralyzed, barely able to get things done. Don’t let it win. Keep choosing to trust in God, keep surrendering to Him the control which you cannot have, and then go work on what you are in control of. Less news, less WebMD. Battle the thoughts ASAP with Truth…most importantly, keep asking friends for prayer. You’ve got this!

    • Mick says:

      I’m so grateful for the prayers and friends. Thank you for this regimen. I’ll refer back to it often! – M

  3. Marlene Anderson says:

    Excellent thoughts. We live in a world that seems to be reporting violence at every turn and we ask ourselves, how much should we tune in. I believe we can get so steeped in the nastiness of life to the detriment of focusing on all the things that are good and right – a balance each of us are required to do. Focusing on good and right is focusing on God and that after all is the ultimate; for then we are focusing on trust in Him.

    • Mick says:

      Yes. I want to focus on the good and right. Thank you, Marlene, for the reminder!

  4. Denise Broadwater says:

    Thanks for your vulnerability, Mick! Agreed. All of us are making our small mark on the chaos inflicted world. And while we make our own choices, experience happiness and sadness in our sphere, life is out of our control. Being present in the moment, and looking up, as you quoted with Emerson, is our best offering. I am thankful for those sacred companions He brings into my life to walk with me. And pray I can be there for a few myself. Take heart.

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